i think ive finally realized that im just not supposed to be happy. no guy is worth my time anymore. dont care what anyone says im just gonna stay single and hook up with whoever i want. all men suck, no matter how hard you try they always fuck you over in the end. recently i had to move in with my best friend, kayla, my mom started doing drugs again and went crazy. its been really hard and i think its just made me feel like i need a man even more and honestly i hate feeling like this. sometimes i feel like kayla doesnt understand how im feeling but i know its not her fault, i just get so frustrated. all these guys are hurting me and im starting to feel like its not them its me. i just dont know how to feel anymore ..life fucking sucks. |