today im leaving virginia and going back to long island. i know things are going to be hard for me but i know i should be with my mom. im trying to stay focused on the positive but leaving everyone here in waynesboro is just so hard. no more tyler, chesney, ale, brendyn, sean, brentley, bonnie, brett, no more anyone... but then again i have all my friends back in long island.. hopefully things havent changed to much since ive been gone. i just really hope my mom can keep her shit together, i love her so much and i dont wanna see her destroy herself anymore. maybe this time things will be different. maybe this time we can actually be a family ...god i hope so. :/ |