why dont you see how much i love you?

09/01/2011

ive given him everything i have, gave up everything for him, he promised once i was here we would be together forever. maybe im over reacting, maybe the title shouldnt mean this much to me but it really does ..i dont know why but it does. i love him and i know he loves me so why am i so scared? maybe its the fact ive never had a man stay in my life for very long. im so sick of getting hurt, im so sick of crying, im so sick of feeling rejected. i want the world to know about our love. ive never felt this strong about anyone in my whole life. im so afraid hes drifting away. i might be to much for him. maybe writing will help me not overwhelm him with my love.. im so afraid. things have been so hard the past couple months i just want things to go back to normal, i just want things to be the way they used to be between us. im afraid if i talk to him about it i'll just push him away. maybe giving him space will be a good thing for both of us. i just dont wana be away from him. ): i wana be with him all the time for the rest of my life... nothing could ever change that. he used to be the one coming to me about how much he loves me but now that im here with him i feel like i dont mean as much, maybe im over reacting, maybe im just paranoid, maybe im just a bitch.