Current thoughts

08/26/2015

As I write this I have a lot on my mind from work to my personal life and love cause right now I'm at major crossroads right now with those things and mostly one and two is my job and love cause I'm with some one I love to a point but I feel like I can do better cause I feel like the one I'm with now don't care how I feel or think mostly and my job is second is cause I'm mostly closing most of the time and pretty much treated like crap by my other co-workers that are csm'a and honestly I feel like they don't want me to b one anymore and I really want to step down but there's a few that don't and I'm torn between either stepping down or just keep taking the abuse from some of them and the mangement there is always saying they have our backs but they don't until Sunday when they saw how much help we really needed on the front end but now to the main problem is love right now the one I'm with were very distant on things and we're fighting on displine on how we see our views on it cause her son always want to b against the grain and it makes me mad and I'm tired of it and now I feel like she don't want me or attracted to me anymore and now I'm seeing what's out there and yea I feel like there's someone out there for me but there's like one or two in my mind that wants me but idk if they would step up and say something to me bout it and yes they know I'm dating someone but I feel like the writing is on the wall and I just need the advice on how to figure this out soon cause I want to b happy and quit being in so much limbo and I want advice on how to handle my job as well