Currently in a state of influx!!!

12/28/2016

As I write this entry the holidays came and almost gone with a lot of bullshit with my life for starters me and my wife are still at war over things and its mostly the fact that i will not give her sex and giving her a child and i refuse to give her one on the account of her stupid 17 year old idiot son that she fucking refuse to discipline and let him run a fucking muck all over this house not fucking taking shit of his away and yet this idiot child is failing all and I do mean ALL 7 of his classes and not grounding him for FAILING ALL 7 CLASSES and also throw in she loves to spend spend and fucking spend money that we barely have were behind to equivalent of 2 and half months of rent just cause she wants to give her FAILING son and her 2 nephews and niece a damn Christmas when I simply told her to get them $15.00 gift cards to either target or walmart cause they didn't need no damn Stretch Armstrong for those boys or a fucking gemmies for her niece and yet what made me so pissed off I'm at the shop trying to get my car fixed find out that my card is declined cause she spent $752.11 on her FAILING son for a xbox one and new laptop gaming computer witch I think he don't even deserve at all and yet I have to wait til this Friday to get my car paid off so I can use it again and that was almost $1,225.11 to fix my Nissan cause the engine had some major issues and yet she knew the car needed work and I was willing to wait til January to do Christmas and that's why she's forcing my hand to get this divorce and sue her for a lot things that what made this marriage fail majorly cause now I'm at the point where I'm working on the paperwork for divorce behind her back and not letting her know til she get her summons to respond to the divorce and yes I'm sleeping in another room of the apt cause I really don't want to be in the same bed with her cause I've lost what little love I had for her and the reason why is that I'm not treated fairly by her and yet I treat her like well and give her space when shes pissed and other things so I'm looking for the right advice on should I go through with this divorce or do what she wants witch is marriage therapy to save a marriage that already gotten its last rights from the parade in a hosptial