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Confused and beyond dazed with a start of a mid li
by James J. Gill

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My High School Thoughts

05/16/2011

hey bloopers im sitting here looking though one of old journals from my high school past and I keep thinking bout one person i used 2 date back in the day and my girl knows bout her but tragically shes no longer on this planet she died back in 2001 but she was nice and kept me level headed though a lot things that happen at the start of my senior year in high school her name was Lindesy and we met at a hockey tournament in ohio in 1999-2000 and yeah we hit it off she loved the sport and i loved as well i think that was our bond we didnt start dating til the spring of 2000 and she got me through my parents divorce and me loosing my friends and she made me things that i did toss out not 2 long ago and when she died a part of my did died along side and i was in a pure depression for many many years and at some points i wanted 2 join her up in heaven but ever since i been with the girl of my dreams and i love you a lot baby and u mean the world 2 me big time she has eased the pain away and i really think Lindesy led me 2 her in her way cause my girl keep me in check when i become an idiot, moron and she does care about me big time and loves me 4 me and i love her 4 it cause i love her a lot with all my heart and sometimes i may not b her perfect man but i know she loves me and thats all i want and ask for out of her and honestly i want 2 tell her that i love her in a way that i mean it but sometimes its hard 2 find those words or do the right things for it but i still love my girl with all my heart and i want her 2 know shes always going 2b my #1 and no one not even lindsey wont take that away from her and i want her 2 know that and i kinda wrote a song 4 her that i want 2 share a couple of songs with her and there called here's 2 our life 2ogher and I'm already there in your heart "Here's 2 our life 2ogher" So denied, So I was wrong, Are you the now or never kind? In a day... any day love I don't want to be gone from you good again Are you willing to take my hand? Are you cool with forever? Here's a toast to you Here's to our lives and the nights we felt alive Here's to our lives and the tears we knew we'd cry Here's to no goodbye's Tomorrow will be years I'll put my name on the line Along with place and time I want to stay with you not to go anywhere, I want to kiss outside in the rain Here's a toast to you Here's to our lives and the nights we felt alive Here's to our lives and the tears we knew we'd cry Here's to no goodbye's Tomorrow will be years All our time is frozen motion Can't we stay an hour or two or more Don't let me let you go ever baby cause I love you with all my heart Here's a toast to you Here's to our lives and the nights we felt alive Here's to our lives and the tears we knew we'd cry Here's to no goodbye's Tomorrow will be years Here's to our lives and the nights we felt alive Here's to our lives and the tears we knew we'd cry Here's to no goodbye's Tomorrow will be years Tomorrow is here baby and I love you with all my heart and I want our love to last forever "I'm Already there in your heart" I call you on the phone on a rainy night. Just to hear your voice and to hear I love you one more time And when I heard the sound I have to think on what to say next And I want to say. Cause I'm already there in your heart, Take a look around. I'm the sunshine in your eyes, I'm the shadow on the wall. I'm the whisper in the ear, I'm your imaginary best friend. And I know you love me in your heart, Oh, I'm already there in your heart. I get off the phone with you And I really miss you darlin' And I know we'll be all right. Wish I was in your arms every night, Lyin' right there beside you every night. But I know that I'll be in your dreams tonight. And gently kiss your lips, And touch you with my fingertips. So please turn out the lights, close your eyes while wearing that sweater. Cause I'm already there in your heart, Please don't make a sound just listen cause... I'm the beat in your heart, I'm the moonlight shining down on you, I'm the whisper in your ear, And I'll be there til the very end. Can you feel the love that I have for you? Can you feel the love that we share? Cause I'm already there in your heart. We maybe miles apart from each other, But I'll be with you wherever you are. Cause I'm already there in your heart, Take a look around. I'm the sunshine in your eyes, I'm the shadow on the wall. I'm the whisper in the ear, I'm your imaginary best friend. And I know you love me in your heart And I'll be there til the very end. Can you feel the love that I have for you? Can you feel the love that we share? Cause, I'm already there in your heart baby. Oh, I'm already there... Take a look around. I'm the sunshine in your eyes, I'm the shadow on the wall. I'm the whisper in the ear, I'm your imaginary best friend. Please don't make a sound just listen cause... I'm the beat in your heart, I'm the moonlight shining down on you, I'm the whisper in your ear, And I'll be there til the very end. Can you feel the love that I have for you? Can you feel the love that we share? Cause I'm already there in your heart.

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