Pissed and severely tired

01/17/2017

As I write this at almost 3am in the morning I'm pissed off at what I should call my stepson for waking me up at midnight witch kept me up all night last night and today and now me and my wife are fighting over things and the fact I don't want sex and she's questioning me on my sexual desire when I still have that desire but refuse to have sex all cause I refuse to make a child with a woman that let her almost college age son run a muck and being awake all hours of the day and night and her picking at my zits and blackheads when I want them to go away naturally and not being forced out at all and I'm just so upset with everything I really don't know what to do or say anymore I try to open up but my past comes back seeing what could go wrong and I close up and yet she does the same to me we do have some good days but since sept it's been mostly bad days