As I write this entry its cause of my list of ex's I started to go through after mt therapy session yesterday and finding out that most of my ex's were abusive towards me and sometimes I returned the favor to them for reasons not known to me and also it was also putting a strain to my marriage witch is leading to a divorce with my wife and her abusive ways towards me and yes I will blast all my ex's on this entry and say what their crimes were towards me and how they abuse me and use me up like crazy and I know some of my friends are still friends with them and some I'm not even friends with but I know they still exist on this earth and I know why there ex's or for my wife soon to be an ex-wife...
let me start off with Martha...this one on top ex gf #1 for the reasons of...cheating,lying,using me up for her sexual needs,just being so evil and hard...the time I was with her way maybe short but it made me learn a lot of deep relationships cause we met online and I thought it could work even with the age difference with me at the time 21 going on 22 and her being 18 going on 19 and having a "friend" in Jamie (now her idiot fuckshit husband that pretty much use me so he can get that fake pussy of hers) and that time I gave her my damn virginity and other things and I moved in with her and her family and was engaged to her after a short time and cost me some friends there but I know I learned from her stupid shit
#2(tie) is Autumn she was only in for the money and her dad kept butting in the relationship and pretty much wanted to see my bank statements and proof of what I did and honestly I liked her and did love her but again the sex was ok but not great for me cause she has no feeling on some areas of her lower body has little to no feeling and she was always controlling on things always wanted me to go to church with her most of the time
#2(tie) is Sheri aka horseface she could b #1 for reasons I'm writing but Martha is #1 for the fact she cheated on me the whole time with my best friend but yet they both had the balls and GRAPEFRUITS to invite me to their sham of a wedding but back to Sheri this one I met hit it off as friends but yet she had a man in another state and just use me for the sex and other things and mostly turned my life upside down rushing in to things and that includes marriage and yet this girl was nasty in ways its hard to explain or even if I type it peoples phones, tablets or computers might melt with the details that I could give out but most of it is hygiene and her sexual needs and nature
#4 is Amanda and all I can say we had our ups and downs and we can say words and other things but I still love this girl even though we fought a lot we broke up and made up a lot I gave it my all but what killed it was her family and my mother and the fact she wanted marriage and I wanted to be like Gene Simmons and never tie the knot but she kept saying she didn't want kids or later that week she would change her mind and say that she does wants kids and other things but its oh well now but her sis and her now fat ugly ex fucking husband ruined what we had
now that brings me to my current my wife I love her but I can't stand that she wants to have total control and that's why I'm doing the divorce and other things and yet she wants sex 24/7 and I want sex as well but how can I when she don't work into it at all and I can say that about all my ex's they did little to no work in the sex dept but again I get what I deserve but oh well I have to get going I will do a part two of this one day soon |
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