well looks like another deployment is looking like a possibility now. its not too bad. it feels like a second home when im out here but id rather be with my friends. be doing what i really want to do you know? *sigh* but watever ill make good money anyways. its probly weird to see a guy say this but im more afraid of dieing before i have a family than anything else. thats one of the few drawbacks of deploying again once this one is done. but we'll see. |