Tearing up.. again!!!! ):

12/08/2010

11.15 AM

I really do not have a facking clue what is wrong with me lately ):
I can't stop crying.
I've smashed the flat up.. everything seems to be going wrong so i mayswell sort it goes wronger before anything else does.

I want my baby. Why did he die? ): I can't even talk to no fucker about it.

I'm off to the pub to get hammered. Maybe Shane's budds're out to talk to...