I noticed today that my body is starting to look different - so the painful sessions at the gym are working. I want to be healthy, and looking better will make me feel better. I am so out of shape.. I definitely let myself go, but I'm working on getting back to where I need to be.
Work is getting more stressful, and I think that's contributing to my funk. I work for the state, and with the budget crisis, people are losing their job left and right, and there aren't enough people to do the job. Being in management, I am not worried about losing my job at this point, I'm just making sure that I'm doing my job to the best of my abilities, and trying to keep my subordinates from freaking out and jumping ship. I hope that there's some sort of light at the end of the tunnel, but at this point I'm not seeing it. |