Honey, it's not your fault that you always want to see good in people. Yes, he's a bastard and if you had told me that you were talking to him and trying to be friends with him again, I probably would have scolded you for it.
I love you babe and I hope everything regarding you getting pregnant (and your heath in general) improves greatly. YOU deserve a baby, really, you do dear. You will be a great mother.
And quite frankly, your ex can go fuck himself. He's lucky I don't know how to find him... I'm vicious you know.
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yes. you should know better. Hacker is an asshole; he's always been. He's not going to change. Why are you still talking to him anyway??? I know you want a baby, though like me, you have to get things sorted out first. Don't let Hacker get to you. If you need to talk to him, make it be about the divorce, doctor, whatever. He only says those things because he knows that he can and knows that he gets to you. You are soooo lucky to have your 'topher. Hang in there. You just tell Hacker that he can suck his big fat toe.