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~Nighty~'s Diary
by ~Nighty~

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Falling Apart

11/17/2009

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I'm falling apart. I've been in bed with a migraine most of the day. I got a call today from the doctor. I had to set up an appointment with a gyno...because my pap came back, and my cells are abnormal. STDs are fine, I'm clean. But the cells are abnormal. WTF does that mean? I may have cancer? I may not have cancer? Which is it? I'm too damn young to have cancer...I'm not even 25 yet. And I want kids soo bad...I've only had the one. I can't fucking deal with this too.

My appointment is Wednesday, the 18th. I don't know really what to expect. All I know, is I'm falling apart and I don't know what to do.
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that is scary as hell, i just went through the same thing at the gyno since like may ive had 3pap smears and now today a biopsy of my cervix....im sorry good luck with everything...

[hopide|0 likes] [|reply]

ryn: Exactly, they did nothing!

[Mrs. Awesome|0 likes] [|reply]

i sure as hell hope not. Sadly, you have to wait until they talk back to you. You're gonna have kids , just wait and see......
Ryc: always. ;P

[knuffle bunnyStar|0 likes] [|reply]

Honey, I've had abnormal paps come back. It could be some infection or inflammation, chances are that it's nothing big.

<3<3<3 LOVE YOU!

[materialvamp|0 likes] [|reply]

Honey, it could be any of a number of things, really. Don't panic yourself. I doubt it's cancer honey. Just breath and calm down. Whatever it is, I'm here for you.

[materialvamp|0 likes] [|reply]

Pagan tag

I have never had one abnormal..but I would stress what everyone else has said...wait and see...a lot of the time its nothing serious.

[~*Pagan*~Star|0 likes] [|reply]

Pagan is right, you don't know exactly whst is going on. Sadly all that you can do is wait. Ryc: Ooooh, I get myself down too, you just happened to catch me on a good day. ;P Hang in there, okay?

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