*narrows her eyes at you* Honey, you are not tying Chris down to damaged goods. YOU are a great person and you deserve to be happy. So you have issues, we all do.
x.x I don't trust therapist either, but you need to do something babe. I can't stand the idea of you doing something you'll hate yourself for.
you are not damaged goods, Desi. I know you get low when you get this way, but believe it. I know that you are a awesome lady that has been through a lot. But what matters is that you are still kickin' it. I find that if i journal my thoughts it is better than seeing any stinking therapists. You are strong. You made it through the Hacker fiasco, losing someone that you loved and am engaged to a great guy. All you can do is to remember that he loves you.
When I started dating Christopher all I basically did was cry on his shoulder. About my momma and my fears. Knowing that he loved me made me a stronger person. Though I am better than I was, I still have things that I need to sort out for myself. I still feel inadequate......
Anyway, I am here when you need to talk.
You deserve to be happy and i know that you are with him.