i FINALLY did it! i left him. its been days, i havent talked to him in days! i cant say at all that its not sad, i cant say i dont love him, i cant say this doesnt hurt. but i can say its a relief!! and i can say that i finally walked away from such an abusive relationship and intend and WILL stay out of it. him blowing up my phone or writing; whatever.. its not gonna matter. it hasnt yet. im not falling for that shit, im not hearing it, im not THAT dumb either. he is horrible and im glad its over. |