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*~chaos embodied~*
by _-nukcleur.pink-_

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gone.

01/01/2011

so all my passwords have been changed overnight. now THATS ironic. me and blake broke up last night. i can probably expect my number to be listed selling some shit on craigslist too. god only knows what all hes going to do. fuck it though, getting rid of him and his alllll the time abusive ways and drinking and shit on top of that.. its worth it in the end. im tired of being thrown into walls and shit. having my ribs broke. no. mother fucker i dont want you anymore. how many times do i have to tell you? but apparently what i said last night was effective. =] and i can totally hear it now.. this is what she said about you. well, fucking right i said it. its the truth, its whats hurting and your supposed to be my friend. blake shouldnt be involved in OUR conversations and shit. true friends do not do that shit.
oh yeah.. and my heart being broke.. well, it is but the pain will subside and the new day will lift my spirits. the new everything will lift my spirits. all i have to do is try.

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congratulations on ending such an unhealthy source in your life.

i hope you have the strength to stick with it.

share what you're going through with everyone you can.t hat will help.

[.erodium.|0 likes] [|reply]

Thank you for sharing your opinion! it is wonderful!


I do not mean that your past experiences do not have an affect on you today. That would just be silly. Of course they affect you today.

What I mean, though, is that you can take one of two sides:

the first is to blame your actions and reactions on what has happened to you in the past.

the other is to choose to act differently, the right way, regardless of what has happened in the past.

it's not easy, not at all, i understand.

but, the first step is realizing that:

you are not what happened to you in the past, but you are what you CHOOSE to be like, right now.

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