so all my passwords have been changed overnight. now THATS ironic. me and blake broke up last night. i can probably expect my number to be listed selling some shit on craigslist too. god only knows what all hes going to do. fuck it though, getting rid of him and his alllll the time abusive ways and drinking and shit on top of that.. its worth it in the end. im tired of being thrown into walls and shit. having my ribs broke. no. mother fucker i dont want you anymore. how many times do i have to tell you? but apparently what i said last night was effective. =] and i can totally hear it now.. this is what she said about you. well, fucking right i said it. its the truth, its whats hurting and your supposed to be my friend. blake shouldnt be involved in OUR conversations and shit. true friends do not do that shit.
oh yeah.. and my heart being broke.. well, it is but the pain will subside and the new day will lift my spirits. the new everything will lift my spirits. all i have to do is try. |