just another day in the life of an abusive relationship. it grows like a poisonous vine slowly creeping up the side of a dark brick wall. and i feed the weed, like a comforting, agonizing torture i must have. more and more leaves branch off from the killer, the destructive one. the soul taker. and i allow him to do this to me. bondage would be such a healthier alternative to this. but i fear ive grown obsessed with the man. pining away while he takes and takes and i only give. my symptoms following.. and no, its not my fault, but still i catch the blame and the wake from all this. chaos creates more chaos. and chaos is what i know. so how do you break free? from the vine slowly wrapping itself around you in a choke hold that you never saw coming. you are slipping away. letting me go. subconsciously. i know. and rejection from you at this point... is not acceptable. |
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