my heart has been ripped to shreds. i am nothing now. heart is all i was. all i had. all i could give. and now you've done it. taken everything away from me. -------------------------------------- breakups are there for a reason. i was sick thinking we were broken up. your are the most venomous thing.. what does that make me? i know i have my own... demons and illnesses but.. i think together we may be the antichrist. like joined forces of some kind built to destroy. hey, you cant say eccentric thinking has gotten us nowhere cuz i mean.. look at the lightbulb. anyway, its storming, im enjoying it but my baby is out in this and dad, and i dont know really know where they are today =[ so im worried. annnnd thunder just shook the house. jeez. i wish he would text me back, let me know whats going on. apparently my attention-span is non-existant. ------------------------------- if you dont want me let me know. if you do then fucking show it. im bored, and ofcourse we arent doing anything today, forget the Holidays... im in need of having something to do. i dont wanna sit here, stare at the walls while hes on the computer and has the tv on, not watching it. distracted by the music in my head. [headphones] so your down at the shop... wonder what your doing. |
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