Night breezes seem to whisper: "I love you."

This is the dumbest thing ever to be scared about, but I'm scared that I'll get on the scale tomorrow (well, later today lol) and gain weight. I know how many times I've failed, and I know that this time is different, but I cant help the sinking feeling in my stomach that it's all going to fall apart again. I don't really want to go through another failure and then starting at the beginning again. It really scares me.

And I know theres so many other things in the world that could scare me a lot more. Trust me, they do. I was just thinking about it in bed as I was working on my laptop and it just all the sudden hit me. I did really well today, I think. I should have probably ate more, but its whatever. You can only do what you can do and thats that.

The dumbells that I used for the walk today was awesome. :) I feel like my arms are going to get a bit more of a workout now. I did a few sets of arm lifts and things like that (because it was like 1030ish at night and no one really was watching. haha.)

Also, downloading a podcast on your iPod and listening to it while your walking is almost like having some whimsical pals with you. I recommend SModcast, for those of you who are Kevin Smith fans. He's kind of vulgar for the person who doesnt like a lot of swearing, but he's hillarous with Scott Mosier. They keep your thoughts away from the walk as they talk about something interesting, like the first time Scott was mugged in New York City. lol.

Let's see. What else is there to talk about.
My room is a total reck because I went to clean out my room at my moms house and incidentally brought some stuff over here and now its messy. It's making me semi uncomfortable, but I'll get to it tomorrow for sure.

I'll be putting up pictures hopefully soon of a recent party that I had attended. It was lots and lots of fun with tons of dancing (and some drinking *SHHH!* haha)

_Fin.