Pregnancy Craziness

04/20/2010

Today itself was just crazy in general, but whatever.

Ummm I got up this morning and got ready to go get my official pregnancy test done and then go get paperwork so I could get insurance for the baby and me...Waking up was fine...getting dressed was cool....and then I left my keys in the dresser drawer and they were placed at such an angle that it was impossible to make zero noise when getting them...even though I tried really hard.

So that woke Kevin up and he asked where I was going and I told him - blah blah blah - I know he wanted to go so I left to go to Planned Parenthood to get the test done -- it came back positive....big shocker -- and as I was coming back I text him and told him to get ready so we could go and if he wasn't ready by the time I was back then I was going to go by myself...apparently he didn't care? He wasn't ready when I got there. So I woke him up and I was like are you coming? And he actually said oh you were serious? I almost flipped!!

So I'm mad and walking towards the door and he's yelling something from the bedroom that I didn't understand so - like all the rest of our fights - at the end I yelled fine and slammed the door, got in my car and left. That was at like noon-ish? He doesn't text me until 2 to ask where I am.

I tell him I'm going to the mall and he can meet me there and he puts up a little fight saying how boring car rides alone are and that he wants me to come get him and I'm like there is no way I'm driving way outta my way to get your stupid behind. Just meet me there.

Obviously I won. He met me there Then as we're walking through price comparing things, he tells me that he had gotten ready and walked downstairs but I was already gone. [[ i was hardcore laughing inside ]] I had to keep a straight face and I said I told you I was serious. I'm not messin' around for these next few months. What I say is what I do. The end. He had to of been in shock 'cause his mouth was open and nothing was coming out!

But all was forgiven. He bought me KFC! And I'm not quite sure if it's just me but there's like this really dull i-need-to-throw-up-but-cant feeling in my stomach and it's starting to tick me off! Not to mention the freaking diarrhea....sorry TMI

I decided I was going to tell my family at 12 weeks. That way it gives me enough time to come up with the perfect plan....and I'm not showing Best of both worlds.

But back on the note of ticking me off...the people I work with [[ all idiots! ]] are so childish! I like how people think that things won't get back to the person they talk about. Well anyway, awhile ago I went out with my little sister and I was DD. I was watching her and her friends making sure that nothing bad happened to them. Well this guy comes up and starts talking to me. Ok. No big deal. We exchange numbers and we have had one or two little conversations. Those ones like hey whats up and ends with well see ya around....really I may have sent 10 messages to this guy. Yeah, he's cute. Totally not my type - besides I'm married Well I find out I'm pregnant and then on my days off and when I'm not around, they're all talking to each other about who they baby's daddy is and all that shit like I'm fucking around with 10 bajillion guys! And I'm like, whoa! I know who my baby's daddy is...do you? I'm sitting here thinking...go ahead and point fingers at me, but take a look because there are 4 more pointing back at you! I'm like for real? Take a good look at your life and tell me you're perfect! We all put our pants on the same way! Assholes....stop being fucking cowards and man up. If you have something to say, say it to my face. I really only have 2 good friends there -- and they're the people that none of the rest of them like! You know why? Because they're honest and they don't give a fuck what you think about them. They know they're real and you're a fake and they're not afraid to call you out on it. TO MY BESTIE IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD I LOVE YOU CK!!