so stressed

Today started out so good and then it just went downhill from there. I was productive, getting everything done, granted I'm broke again but I don't care.

I had lunch with my little sister today. OTB was amazing even though I didn't eat half of my food so it's now sitting in my fridge lol. Then we dropped my car off to get the oil changed adn the tires rotated which ended up costing me almost 60 bucks. Oh well. So while we were waiting for that, we went out shopping. I forgot how much fun we used to have just going out and hanging. We didn't even buy anything...besides some drinks from Sonic...what? It was half priced time! It was just nice to hear how her life was going and of course what my mom was saying...she always has to put in her two cents.

I came home after getting the car and cleaned out the ferret's cage. The people came to get her today. I ended up giving her away for free since they didn't have any cash but they did offer me an ipod touch which I declined. Why would I want any one else's ipod? but whatever. So the ferret went to a new home today which is a big relief off my shoulders! No more cleaning a litter box adn having to watch her to make sure she doesn't get into anything. So nice to just have CJ.

Kevin and I have been fighting alot lately. He's really pissing me off. He wouldn't leave me alone when I was with my sister. He asked me where I was and I said out like I always do but apparently that wasn't enough. I even posted it on my facebook...for real? You can't see that I'm busy? But as if that wasn't enough - when the people who came to get scribbles were already on their way he called me and told me that he had someone interested in the ferret and that i shouldn't sell her just yet. Well too late. So I had to quickly get off the phone with him because they were on their way and she wasn't quite ready to go. I had to pack up all of her stuff and everything. So once she was gone I called him back and he didn't pick up until the very last second. And then he got mad at me because I called him back because I thought he wanted to talk when he called. Apparently not. Apparently he just wanted to tell me that there was someone interested in the ferret but he was hanging with his friends. Well I'm sorry. I didn't realize that your friends were more important that your PREGNANT WIFE! My bad for interrupting your fun. So I message him and tell him that I'm turning my phone off. Well he messages me on IM and asks me what my problem is and that i've been mean to him all day. Oh I'm sorry that I'm stressed out (like I already told him that I was) and that I'm 7 weeks and all my pregnancy symptoms are kicking in...my bad for carrying around your kid and not feeling 100%!

It just makes it worse that while he was IMing me, I'm writing this and I currently feel that getting all my problems out in the open is more of a priority than his stupid rants. But I guess it's all ok since I have now been accused twice of it being another guy...for real? Are you F*ing kidding me? Oh yeah, you sit there and tell me that you're taking a final all the while you're IMing me...and then you have the gall to tell me that I'm cheating on you with another guy because I'm writing? Fine...two can play this game. You want to accuse me of cheating...why not? I'm honestly thinking about just telling him to go screw every girl he thinks is cute. How could you...I haven't cried this much in a long time and let me tell you, it doesn't feel so good.