Crying.I knew it was going to be hard but not like this. Kevin left at 3 am and it was hard as hell to not let him see me cry. Part of me just wants to pick up and follow him but I know I can't. I only have to wait the 8 months until the baby is born. I went through all of this and I kept telling myself that I couldn't wait until I was all alone and I had no one to boss me around and make me do anything...now I miss it. Well maybe not it, but it sucks without your best friend. I just don't know how I'm going to do it. I'm going through this all alone and the only comfort that I have is a phone. I'm not ready. simple layouts.
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