So by my calculations the ovulation date roughly around the 28th....so I made Kevin mark off the days that we're trying  hee hee....needless to say he's happy...days of sex and he doesn't have to ask for it nor get turned down even if he does. I'm def not getting my hopes up just in case....and I'm waiting until the 14th of April...if no period by then...time for a pee test!!
Sex is amazing with that boy...but it's kinda like I'm just in it for the sex. It's breaking my heart. I married him because I fell in love with him...is it possible to fall out of it? I'm not sure. I keep trying to avoid every aspect of thinking about it but it's hard. Every time I look at him I question my motives. I love the boy but sometimes he makes me want to rip out my hair...but maybe that's every marriage...I wouldn't know since it's my first one.
[laughing] Kevin just ordered wings for delivery...JUST TO GET A SODA!! what a nut...sometimes i think i should write a book and sell it as a comdey
kevin's leaving for NC on may 22...i told him i wanted a ferret...and to my complete surprise...he agreed. i figure if i adopt them rather than buy them, it'll be better since i already found cleo and hemi...what a cute pair! i'm saving for their cage...i didnt realize they were so expensive...but the house is ready to go..ferret proofed and all kevin's taking wynnstan when he leaves so that leaves me with cj and hervey...i think by getting the ferrets, it's my way of replacing kevin and wynnstan....besides hervey is probably going to pass on soon....its almost his time. i lost hervey's brother Courderoy on thanksgiving (appropriate timing huh?) i was so upset kevin promised he would buy me like 5 hamsters just to replace him....that never happened...so if anyone is trying to get rid of a ferret cage...im game to buy one!!
CJ...that silly dog...we had a rough thunderstorm come through about an hour ago...he's always been skittish. i got him from the pound and it took him a week to even really open up to me. even then he would only come to me and sit with me...do anything with me. anyway, a big clash of thunder came. in the bedroom there is a door that leads to the patio...we never use that door...so i gave him this old comforter. i threw it in the corner and that's where it's been ever since. cj loves that thing to death!!! any time it moves he's on top of it like "where the hell do you think you're going with that?" it's so cute! well he was sleeping in there during the storm but the thunder came...and im sitting on the couch just chillin...and here comes this flying black thing onto my lap...it's CJ i had a red blanket that i was covering up with and as soon as he realized it, his head went under the blanket and the next thing i knew i was sharing my blanket....CJ loves to lay up against my leg...must be like a safe feeling...and i could feel him shaking he was so scared. i felt so sorry for him. hes so afraid of anything and everything that moves! love that dog to death. |
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