Watching Tyra

So I'm watching Tyra and it's all about the first year and what nobody tells you....I'm shocked! Baby boys having erections when they get changed. Umbilical cords just flying off in weird situations. You have to be cleared by the doctors to have sex? Wow crazy! And women letting the father watch the actual birth....I swear I'm not letting Kevin watch anything come out of my vagina! NEVER! Because many other things are going to coming out not just the baby...I mean I know we're married and he's already said that nothing that comes out of my body will gross him out but I am so paranoid over it I just can't do it. The only people I want down there are the doctor and nurses - the ones who've seen it all before! I've even specified that I don't want anyone new in the room, no interns or residents nobody!

But anyway, this baby has me feeling really emotional. I can just overhear someone talking about someone else and I can almost burst into tears over it. It's like the world has become my twin - I feel everything they feel. So I've decided that I'm going to start a food drive for some churches and the red cross that are stationed around here. I'm super excited and I can't wait to get started. I'm already thinking about flyers and who I need to call about where to drop food off if they can't get it to me. I'm thinking about setting up several locations so people aren't limited to one area. I was also thinking about maybe setting something up with the local grocery stores, maybe they could help or I can have some flyers put out there to stimulate awareness. I'm not sure yet.

There's this fly that's attached to CJ! It keeps flying around him and CJ hates it! He starts running and chasing after fly trying to eat it. It's cute and really funny to see CJ running after a fly with his mouth open and then chomp when he gets close. It really just looks like he's chasing invisible food because I can't see the fly every time CJ runs by. I can't stop laughing. Such personality!