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wedding plans My moods today has been a little bit of a train Wreck to be honest with you .. woke up this morning to josh waking up [b.i.l 9 years old ] so he sat up in bed playing with his action toy thing we got him for his birthday while me and john slept [they share a room so when I stop over john sleeps on the pull out bed] so it normally dose not bother me with josh by know as I am used to his early spring & go mornings it amuses me most days how awake he is when he wakes up and skip out the room lol [ but last night we left the windows open as it was really muggy ] & although I love Dogs waking up to the Sound of little annoying dogs that live on the street barking there heads off from 6am -8:30 am Can Really put you in a bad [mood] + john shaking me awake this morning instead of His sweet genital kisses we got up and went out for around [half 9am] and I got promised half a Sausage bun from the coop and a drink we bordered the 79 and we always sit near the front I hate the back seats I feel all trapped when a lot of people get on Especially when the [prams start coming with lots of bags on ] …its like my worse fear I have sworn on my life that the day I have children will be the day I stop using public transport …until they are able to walk I can’t stand them awful moment’s when they need to try and push the buggy in when people can’t get past they slide everywhere with a child in as the drivers Drive like crazy people and then Sometimes they make you put them down if the Is no Room it is just a simple [hell no I will never get on a bus with one its that simple ] anyway back to toady lol kind of got side tracked there…john went into his counseling session at 10am and I walked over to the fountains to sit down & chill on my way round there was a 3d truck right in my way to get where I wanted to get so I needed to walk round it & then this bloke comes out of it and try’s to get me to buy a 3d Tv … I politely said no and walked away and he was like Why not … ??? [blah blah I felt like Just yelling at him Look Sir if I Wanted a 3d TV ID come and ask For one So get out my face ….Its Fucking Rude to Just get up in someone’s face and Beg !!..get some self Respect Like ]… I just find these people so annoying there’s like one at every turn in the street that you take and they just will not take no for an[ option of your choice] … So I finally got to the seats ..and I started watching this [pigeon]that looked liked it had been on crack its head was bobbing so fast I am surprised it did not go into shock from whiplash that Can’t be good for them … [made my neck hurt just looking at him ]..and they all went into the fountain and washed them self’s down and kept lifting the wings up Was kind of a Nice thing to come Across [if you’re an Animal lover like me] john soon finished up at his meeting and came walking my way with a huge smile on his face and said that we should get my birthday gift today witch I was ecstatic over [birthday is on the 16 july] but because our pay roles are funny we made sure he got it in time un-like last Christmas when I ended up with nothing and I got him lots of stuff he has brought me the [Roberto cavalla ] I was shocked at how much he needed to pay for it for such a tiny bottle but I do really love it it smell So divine [I am addicted to the smell of it ] but he was like I want to show you how much I love you and make up for missing Christmas last year even though it sounds Selfish I half wanted to make him return it for how much it was as I felt guilty that he spent so much on me ..but he reassured me that he was fine with it & we went to maccie’s I had a chicken & mayo burger meal with an a apple pie + a[ large coke ]& john had a big mac meal and a [ xL Chocolate milk shake] me having this cold has affected [my hearing ]so When John [Shouted from behind me that the drinks had fell over on the tray he was holding] I genuinely did not hear him and he Started to panic & when I turned round it as if he was shouting At me .. [he Was Like Sarah For god sakes pick the drinks up!] & as would usually bite back if someone Had a go at me & put them in there place he did not mean to come across that way he was just in a panic thinking it was going to go everywhere and ruin our meal [ I broke down and started crying ] john could tell that he had upset me but did not understand what brought me to tears & was like Sarah are you ok what’s up ? and I just kept telling him to eat up and leave me alone … [it just startled me I think ] I was not really mad at him I just was really upset as he court me off guard and did not Understand what he was saying just that he looked and sounded angry and Was shouting in my direction and there was a hole bunch of people around us .. [poor me] lol ] I finally Stoped sobbing & choking on my burger as I was so upset I could not swallow the damn thing … he just kept stroking my face and saying that he loved me and that he did not mean it the way it came across & that he was not shouting at me in a nasty way just trying to get the drink up off their sides . he gave us a big kiss and a cuddle & it was all forgotten about while we was waiting for his course to start we went into pets at home and had a look around we do this most week just to see what’s in I Have took a liking to the dagus they seem very friendly so mite get two on my next round of pets we Went and sat down on some chairs around a tree outside johns course I turned to kiss him & see this huge Spider Crawl over his face and almost into his gob ..I was hysterical It was So funny after john went into the course I moved away from the area walked passed his class room and say behind the wall behind it in the nice warm sun …and must have been there for 2/3 hours before he came back out we have have came back to the [in-laws home] has pie and mash for dinner was very nice & john picked up the paper and saw that there is a [coupon collecting ] thing that you can win a winter wedding on So we both said we are going to try and win the winter wedding competition I just hope [s.i.l don’t find out ] as she’s pretty much a dream shooter when it comes to anything of making our relationship more official she always has to put a “damper on it “ as she wants the things to happen with her partner first & stuff and get highly [green eyed] when it comes to speaking about getting engaged & married getting our own place or having kids So we generally do not speak about it around her anymore because it get me angry that she always puts us down as her partner has not Done any of the above for her yet [don’t think he ever will to be honest with you ] hes in his 30s and still lives at home with his mum & shes 24 and cant stand his family So it pretty much looks like nothing is ever going to come of it as they have been together 4 years and he has not even Questioned over the idea to her [me and john had been togthere barely a month before we started making plan about what we are doing in the future ] they just don’t seem to have a aim to get anywhere with each other & its like the harder She trys the more she gets pushed away by him and it put off even more So I can see where she comes from when [ me and john have been head over heels from the start made plans and stuff and got them kind of rolling without her knowing ] we already have planned to have our first child nest year [july time ] so we can have the scans up for Christmas presents for our parent’s our parents know We are very serious about each other and that there mite be a small wedding in the Very future just unsure when .. you just know that feeling that he is the one you are going to marry Well he is him and ill Drag him up that ile kicking and screaming if I need to [jokes he is more for it than I am its him whose brought me round to the idea I never wanted to get married before I meet him and have said for a long while over 9 years that I would never marry anyone …to my parents ]
So I Am in high sprits that this is true love and that when there is hope there is a way of making all our dreams come true
I have also done these photos for my own enjoyment ..
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