That's it!!!!

09/23/2011

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I might at well commemorate it here so I remember the exact day... because this is the day I officially give up... I'm done trying, I'm done waiting, I'm done holding on to any sliver of hope that we will EVER be anything more than friends.
I'm not going to delete him, I'm not going to stop being his friend or stop being there for him, but I'm done with the rest of it. I'm not even going to go out of my way to talk to him. If he wants to talk to me, he knows where I am and
how to get ahold of me. I swear this is the LAST day I will let him make me feel like I am somehow not worthy of his time. He was gone for 3 days, I said "Welcome back " And do you think he could take 2 damn seconds of his time
to even say a simple THANK YOU? No, of course not... why should he bother? He takes it for granted that I am just always going to be sitting here waiting for him... and he's wrong. On our good days he makes me feel more alive than
I have ever felt in my life.... and on our bad days, he pulls me down to the lowest depths imagineable... I am done riding this roller coaster once and for all!