im soooo fuuucking boreddd
this is getting unnecessary.
not seeing my friends is throwing me into a depression
and i dont mean that in the dumb teenage angst way.
im being serious.
all ive been doing is sitting at the computer, smoking cigarettes and eating and feeling bad for the last 3 weeks.
i cant even go to the gym
i did go out yesterday to hang out with kevin and geoff.
but thats because my mother was spending the night at my grandparents' house.
we went to the woods in clinton and smoked
and ive neve rhung out with either of them outside of work
and i felt really awkward
but it was nice to leave the house
ive been eating such crap and my whole body feels unhealthy. i think i need to do a detox for 3 days.
im going to just drink a lot of water and green tea and if i can find any mulit-vitamins or something, ill take those.
but for 3 days.
i hope i can live without food.
im too fat to not eat! hehe
after i clean out my system im going to get back into running since my gym membership expired and...im on house arrest so the only thing i can do is run around the block.
guhh
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