im stresssinnn out mannn

05/18/2009

i almost texted jason last night. i was studying in the library and i was sort of thinking about the whole situation and it was pissing me off
and i was like "no, wait until you are home to text him because you might run into him on campus"

sure enough i saw him at the dining hall. so thank god i didnt text him. because this is what i was going to say

"you could have just called me a slut to my face. so much for being honest with me..."


i have an exam in like..20 minutesss ughhh im nervous


sean tried to kiss me the other night.
it was so awkward
he professed his love for me and then went in for the kiss and i was sooo awkward about it
at one point during the conversation..i didnt know how to respond, so i just went SHHHH

HAHAHAH

he called me today to apologize. whatever. cam called me too to yell at me being like "YOU EMBARRASSED HIM BY REJECTING HIM" ok cam. would you rather have me lie to him and kiss someone i dont like...
if i had, then cam would ahve called and been like HAHAH YOU KISSED SEAN
so either way, cam would have made fun of me lol


anywayyy
i get to go home on wednesday or thursday. im so excited
my room looks so scattered and messy
im in the middle of packing up


so sad