this is what i have decided.
on wednesday, i am giving up on jason.
there is no point in me moping around and being sad about this.
im going to stop being so fucking emotional.
amandapanda called me yesterday. thank god because i was going to have a breakdown. i love my friends at school, but they dont even come CLOSe to amanda and laura.
amanda is in a similar situation that i am so it was nice to talk to her about this.
i think if i think reasonably and logically about this.. i wil realize that its not that big of a deal.
ok so a guy i like stopped calling me. and is hooking up with other girls.
well....im hooking up with other guys hah..so i obviously am not that attached to him? right?
ughhh
seriously. wednesday. but the end of wednesday like...at night
so when i wake up on thursday and its nice out i will be happy and looking for a new boy.
i went to the gym yesterday. ill try and go today. although ill be smoking until i pass out. soo..i dont know if working out will happen |
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