Honestly, I think I'm losing my mind. I'm happy then sad then mad. EVERYTHING sets me off. My fuse has become soooo short.
Tonight was HORRIBLE!!!! I got into it with three different people. [one of them ticked me off twice] The third one being my manager. And I got sent home early. [which i don't really care about because I have to be back in there at 6am tomorrow.] But the fact is, I got sent home for cleaning. and THAT pissed me off. So I got into it with my manager and he sent me home. [asshole.]
When Mel got home I went over everything that had happened. I was pissed. I'm surprised smoke wasn't coming from my ears. But as soon as I got done telling her about it I broke down and started crying. Telling her how depressed I've been. [which I have been.] That I can only take so much! And I just bawled. When I had calmed down a bit [though I was still crying] she turned on American idol. At that point I started laughing and talking like nothing had happened. We just started talking about the show.
I'm just going nuts. Bottom line.
I really need/want to go to the doctor. And I will soon. promise.
Gotta go to bed. Night. |
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