Honestly, I think I'm losing my mind. I'm happy then sad then mad. EVERYTHING sets me off. My fuse has become soooo short.
Tonight was HORRIBLE!!!! I got into it with three different people. [one of them ticked me off twice] The third one being my manager. And I got sent home early. [which i don't really care about because I have to be back in there at 6am tomorrow.] But the fact is, I got sent home for cleaning. and THAT pissed me off. So I got into it with my manager and he sent me home. [asshole.]
When Mel got home I went over everything that had happened. I was pissed. I'm surprised smoke wasn't coming from my ears. But as soon as I got done telling her about it I broke down and started crying. Telling her how depressed I've been. [which I have been.] That I can only take so much! And I just bawled. When I had calmed down a bit [though I was still crying] she turned on American idol. At that point I started laughing and talking like nothing had happened. We just started talking about the show.
I'm just going nuts. Bottom line.
I really need/want to go to the doctor. And I will soon. promise.
Gotta go to bed. Night. |
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Sounds like your hormones have gone completely wacko baby girl! Was the manager that sent you home for cleaning this time the same one who did last time? Or was that a different work place? I hope things get WAY better for you soon! I love you so much baby girl, text me when you get the chance!