I know I already took a test...and it was neg. But I can't help feeling like the hormones just haven't built up enough yet. Idk... maybe it's just the part of me that doesn't want to let go. I'm still having symptoms. Actually new ones have shown up. [my boobs hurt so bad!!!] I was bathing our Siberian Husky today and she would just lean up against me...I wanted to scream out...but it would have scared her. :]
Am I crazy?? I mean, the test did say that I'm not pregnant. So, why am I still holding on to the hope? If the test was neg...then I'm not. And I do feel like I'm losing it. lol I need to just wait until next month and try again. Although, I think we are about to lose our donor. That would make it kind of hard.
I ordered a book on Amazon the other day! I can't wait to get it. It's a TTC book made just for Lesbians. Nothing against heteros, but all of the TTC books only cover straight people. Ya know? They don't even mention alternatives. So it's kind of hard to get info from them. This one should be great! And I can't wait to start reading it!!!
Ok...it's cold and I'm tired. I need to jump in the shower and get to bed! gonna be working on the house tomorrow! :]
Have a good night everyone!! |
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. Good luck! Baby dust coming your way!