So, in a previous update I kind of (over)analysed my date, and said I was gonna see if our conversations flowed as well on a second meeting.
Well, I haven't met up with her again yet, but we've been talking constantly via text. We'd be chatting back and forth almost all day every day, with some days having conversations that lasted 14 hours, before the poor girl fell asleep with her phone in her hand bless her!
We always have amazing conversations, she's just so interesting. And there's been little bits of flirting here and there, so there's a small chance she's interested in me.
Just earlier, I saw her post this on Tumblr, and it wasn't a reblog:
"Oh, by the way.
I’ve met someone and he’s absolutely amazing.
That is all."
A part of me thinks this could be about me!
But a big part of me is terrified that it isn't.
I'm probably being totally neurotic and over-obsessed about the whole thing, but I can't help it. Over these last few weeks, there have been very few moments when I haven't thought about her in some way, shape or form. I think I'm rather smitten.
Provided the weather forecast is truthful, it looks to be beautifully sunny on Monday, with highs of 25-27 Degrees Celsius, so I've invited her to come for a stroll by the river in Henley, where we can walk in the sun, go sit in the park under the sun, get ice cream, and a nice lunch. If she comes with me to Henley, I'm thinking of telling her how I feel, and asking her out. I haven't felt this strongly for anyone in over 3 years.
I've also never been more terrified.
Riffs
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