I'm not feeling into my relationship at all. If you've read my previous entries, you know most about my love life. It sucks. Basically, being in love with someone who isn't your boyfriend, kinda leaves your heart hanging on a line. And I'm just tired of pretending to be happy with my life right now. I don't need a boyfriend and what's the point in having one if you can't even be happy with them? I don't want a boyfriend either. However, I don't want to hurt him either. Ugh. Fuck it. I can't pretend anymore. |