Dear Mike

"Baby, I want you to know how much you mean to me. I care about you so much. I need you baby. I need you to be okay. Baby, we both know you are not. But you can be baby. You can do this. I KNOW you can. I have so much faith in you. More than you know. But trust me baby. Trust me on this. You can do this. We can do this. You are never alone in anything. I know it feels like you are. I understand that feeling baby, I do. But I PROMISE you that you are never alone. Because I am always here for you, no matter what. I will always do anything I can for you baby. Big or small. I'd do anything for you. Always. I need you to know that. I need you to remember it, and I need you to always tell me whenever there is anything at all I can do. We can do this together baby. It will be okay. Because we can do it. I promise you baby. And baby, I've been scared to tell you this, but I'm high now so here is the other part of the truth. You ready? I love you."

Omg you guys I sent it! Ahhhh I'm scared.