It could have been the end of us.

But, thankfully we are still together.

Need to keep the past in the past, it was too painful back then and just brings back more pain.

Everyone has their ups and downs, just have to deal with it and move on or it will only end up tearing you apart.

Just going to concentrate on now and the future.

Hopefully we will be moving August this year, that will be nice for us, then we can start planning our long over due wedding, maybe another baby a bit down the line, who knows.

But for now just got to make sure we are happy and stay that way.

Dave, I love you and our little family so much, you all mean the world to me and im looking forward to a very happy future with you by my side as my friend, fiance, lover, soul mate and one day husband.

Watching our kids and grandchildren grow up, and us growing old together.

I really do love you baby xxx