Since this is my first entry on Bloop I decided I would roll into things by starting off with a little about myself. My name is Samantha, I'm twenty years old and I'm hanging on by a thread. I work part time in a pharmacy and I am a part time student at a community college. Though many people take on both these tasks head on, I'm struggling. Needless to say procrastination and sleep will always be the enemy when it comes to accomplishing my goals. It also doesn't help that I have no children or homeless, according to this country that's the only way receive help(gosh i just love America). But I work for all my belongings and it's a struggle, living pay check to paycheck is not how i want to live.
But besides that stress I have more stress my mother lives in Eygpt she's a second grade English teacher , i havent seen her in over six months and have only talked to her a handful of times. Being without a mother is the worst pain I have ever had to go through. I may be twenty years old but I do need a good hug from my mommy once in a while. Just thinking the word mother brings tears to my eyes.
My father lives just down the road from me but he has his hands full. My little brother has a rare syndrome called Praterwillis. He was born without a chemical in his brain that tells the brain his stomach is full. The fridge, cubboards, and even trash is locked at all times. He gives my dad a hard time his syndrome makes him throw tantrums like a 3 year old in an eighteen year olds body. Needless to say my dad does not have a life.
It's hard to stay positive sometimes but I'm trying like Joe Dirt says Lifes a garden, Dig it. It maybe a really silly movie but they are the only words of wisdom i have to say to myself at this point in my life. |
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