You would think that was the name of the game the way that mike acts. yelling at the screen like its going to make a difference that he can't aim for shit. the way I see it when there is pussy in the room no guy should be able to aim right. I'm horny which is weird considering I have a crazy UTI that hurts like hell but all I want is sex. And what am I doing? I'm blogging. Because we had sex already. And if we had sex again it would just be like unwanted because that's the way the guy is. I'm fucking horny though. I need a chick. Do you know why I need a chick? Because he doesn't think thats cheating. So something is really bugging me. I love having sex with Mike, but I'm getting bored. Same thing everytime. I need some weird kinky sex or something. How do you ask for weird kinky sex. Or just anything other then what we're doing. Missionary and doggie style. I'm not complaining because the orgasms rock but ya know how it is at times, things get dull. I'm the kind of person who goes through these phases where all of a sudden I want something different. I wonder what would happen if I attempted to attack him? Brb...I'll let you know how it works out. Back mission failed. Yup game more important then me. I even tried to get some, and yea he said no. Turned me down cold. He gave me a hug and a kiss and yeah here I am at his labtop just about growling at him. I have to leave in 38 minutes, I'm starting to wonder if I left now if he'd even notice I was gone. I know the answer is no. Thats my own fault, for telling him I didn't mind if he got on his playstation with a new game. That pretty much means he won't surface for hours and even if I was naked I'd have more luck getting someone elses attention then his. And thats upsetting and makes me almost want to cry. I'm not going to cry though cause it's a waste of time and him and I would just get into it. Do you think thats what I want maybe? Attention? Fucking A right thats what I want, but again it was my own stupid fault for thinking that I was enough of a distraction to pull him from his game. I'm a fool. Being lonely in a room full of ppl sucks, being lonely when you're alone sucks....being lonely in a room with your boyfriend and his playstation3...either makes you a moron or just not that attractive I guess. |
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