I admit sleep has nothing at all to do with this but it was a really good thought. Austin's being a holy terror, my living room looks like it exploded. I'm driving out to bluefield tonight. Am I worried about driving out there? nah... I'm more worried about how things will go with Richie (i know i change guys about as often as I do laundry anymore). i need to clean up, I really do but I just don't feel like it. I'm kinda down, im out of pills so i'm kinda worried about that. but the dr didnt call in the right prescription and i dont have anymore here so its going to be a long time until monday. you ever feel stupid? i do right now, i hate being unsure of myself, i hate second guessing myself. i know that feeling good shouldn't come from a pill but for me at the moment it does. i'm just worried about it, really worried and this isn't how i'm supposed to feel. damn i hate this. i'm not making any sense and i know i'm not making any sense but damn it its hard to make sense when i'm feeling like this. ugh!!!!
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