I was sitting here trying to read my updated favs and realized that I'm just not in the mood at the moment. I'll have to go back and check everything out later. I admit wholeheartedly to being tired of the drama. I've noticed lately that some of my friends thrive on it, they start it and then stand up and say Oh no I don't want all this drama...but yet they started it in the first place, stop being attention hogs. When someone gives every detail of their life including the color their snot was when they sneezed to every idiot that surfs the web its kinda stupid for them to get pissed off when people ask personal questions. I mean come on, I know you have a huge boil on your ass but you don't want to tell me the color of your socks today? But that's where the drama starts, and then they fuel the fire and start accusing people of starting drama. Its kinda like take your fucking drama llama with you on the way out.
Things with Frankie aren't really going anywhere, we hang out, we talk on the phone, neither of us is fucking anyone else but then we aren't fucking each other either. We spend a lot of time together but its turning into a we're really great friends but nothing more thing so far. I'm not really needing to move fast, I'm just feeling insecure and sad because things in my life have sucked for a lil while. I'm so not in the mood to talk about Cliff but I will say he's spent the last 2 nights drunk making me miserable. I wish he'd just find a fucking place and move out already. Get a new girlfriend to support him cuz I'm not doing it anymore.
When I shut my mouth and walk away it doesn't mean you've won, it just means your stupid ass isn't worth anymore of my time!
Work wasn't so bad tonight, just me trying to keep myself from falling asleep. I'm not used to working nights and even though I love them it is frustrating trying to stay awake when you're used to being up at 6am not going to sleep at 2am.
Well i'm not in the mood to babble anymore...so i'm off to read my favs. Night all.
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