I'm sorry I haven't had time to read my favorites, I'll have to sit down and check them out one night this week. Life has been hectic. I had a date last night, just wanted to fill ya'll in.
I had a great time. There really isn't a better way to say it. I'm not head over heels in love or anything crazy like that but I had the most amazing time. We ate at the Sagebrush in Mt. Airy, food was really good. We had a lot of laughs. Its nice to have dinner with someone who doesn't mind hearing about my son, just as I don't mind hearing about his daughters. But also for the conversation not to just be about kids either. We talked about things we like to do, our work, family, and just all kinds of crazy stuff. We left the steakhouse at 11pm, and then stood outside until 11:30pm just talking, neither of us really wanted to say good bye. He was waiting to see if his brother had a ride home from the race track in Winston-salem. After he found out he had a ride I asked if he wanted to come back here. I knew he had to be back home by like 5am but still I asked just to see. I figured being how early he had to get up he'd turn me down, but he didn't. So we came back here, and then talked for hours. He showed me all the scars he has, which was actually more interesting then it seems. And we didn't have sex. And honestly it felt great not having sex. Nothing was expected, we laid on my bed, just talking. Light touches, nothing major and just a lot of laughing. His job keeps him out of town and his girls keep him busy but he seemed interested in seeing where this might go so we'll see what happens. He's 33. Is 9 years really that big of a deal? Technically he's only 8 lol since he was born on Feb 29, but it was cute when he said it. I can't really say how good it felt to not have to watch what I say because I might say something that would get me made fun of. He's not really like that. And he's my speed to, he likes to drive fast, he likes the music I like. He likes to talk to me, likes to touch and be touched, doesn't complain that I fidget and never once told me to stay still but moved around just as much as I did. So we'll see how it goes. I'm not going crazy from want and need to fill some empty hole. I feel steady and solid, I don't need to have sex to feel good. I felt good when he left this morning, we didn't sleep. I didn't really get any sleep since I had to run out and get Austin. He called me while he was driving home and sent me a few text messages until I fell asleep. He calls and sends text messages a lot, I don't have to always initiate. Like I said, it feels good. We will see where it goes, if anywhere, but for now, I'm happy. |
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