We did go to the soccer game, it took a bit of convincing and we did put him in his uniform. We started out sitting on the bleachers watching the game on top of the hill, then Austin threw a fit because he wanted to play. We get down the hill, its a steep hill, I'm not sure why the bleachers are so far up, than he wants to go back up the hill because he doesn't want to play. Than he threw a huge fit cause he wanted to run through the middle of the soccer field for no reason. I just kinda went with it, while trying to keep him from causing trouble. I ended up sitting down on the other side on a different set of bleachers which were covered in sand. So we spent the entire game playing in the sand and cheering for his friends. It wasn't a bad experience, Cliff gets stressed out which stresses Austin out, and then stresses me out. We had the Austin's not going to change, he's always gonna be autistic talk today. I finally laid it out for him that if he can't handle it than he needs to move on. That I don't have the time or the energy to deal with him telling me he's had enough and can't handle it while we're in public with a bunch of people around. I finally told him to make up his mind, I'm too tired to deal with the bullshit. So overall it wasn't too bad. It was just stressful, I'm constantly on guard and ready to run and catch him if I have to. I remember when I used to wear pretty sandals, flip flops, pretty flats, but now I wear sneakers. If I can't run in them I can't wear them with my kid.
It's all worth it when 3 minutes ago he gives me a huge kiss and tells me he loves me and than says wait Where's my DRINKKKKKKKK???? lol Did I mention the sand was like crushed shell or something so it was all shimmery, so now I'm all shimmery. |
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