*5* A New Love

Ehren Jacob. Due any day now. I am so excited, but terrified at the same time. lol. I love him so much already, but I really dont want him to look anything like his biological father. My family, my husband, and even myself can not stand to look at Josh...and I dont want that to cause any ill feelings towards my son. Would it be that way, or would I love him just as if I never knew Josh? IDK, but I do know that I am happy. He's already so big right now. About 3 weeks ago, he was already weighing 5lbs. Now there is no telling how big he is. I saw that he has a big belly though. hehe.

Ehren Jacob I just love the name. It will match his sister's name quite well...Adisyn. Both spelled very differently. *shrugs* Well, there is no telling when I will update again, been quite a complicated pregnancy. Can hadly walk or do anything without crying. (I had passed out at Walmart about 4 months ago and we think I broke my tailbone...so a nerve keeps getting pinched everytime I take a step or turn etc)

Well anyways, wish me luck on all this.
{{HUGS and KISSES}}

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