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♥ I still havent managed to get back to my routine of working out. However, i plan on changing that ASAP
♥ I love working in the school during the holidays. The kids truly make it just that much better .
Also, in a month or so ill have a decision to make about work. Am still really on the fence about it & not quite sure how ill make up my mind when the time comes. However i willl explain more later .
♥ I met a boy, we have gone on two dates already. So far, he is quite the gentlemen. Opening the car door, paying for the date & keeping his hands where they belong [for the mean time lol]. He has quite the compliments up his sleeves. They seem genuine, but i dont want to jump the gun. However, their are a few things am leary on. He does really silly things some times. For example like coming out of the washroom with Q-tips stuck in his ears & nose. Then leaving them for a few minutes. Am not quite sure if he found this funny [which wasn't] or if it was a way of impressing me [which didnt]. Or, if he was just being a boy - having a immature moment [which is quite possible]. Later on through text i told him i noticed you get quite excited at times to try & impress me [ i think thats might have been his goal with these silly moves] & he said i know. Am not really quite sure where am going with this, but these silly moves arent really silly or attractive to me. I understand if thats the way he cops with his nervousness Which is why am willing to wait it out. Maybe, then he will feel more comfortable & the sillyness will subside. Plus, we all do silly thing when were shy.
He also seems very self concious, for example he constantly saying sorry. I texted him earlier & said "what are u doing?" He said, "at a friends". I said "i see, ill let you go visit". He texted back "are you mad, will you see me again?" He has had really, really bad luck with girls. Cheated on & been in abusive relationships. So i can see why hes self concious. Plus, why am i hung up on it when I am too [maybe not to the same extent].
Like i said, am feeling a little judgemental about the things that am hung up on. I hate feeling judgemental because i know how it feels & its not like me . In a nut shell, what i know of him so far is that he really nice. He's not into games [which who dosent love ]. We have alot in common. I seem to fit perfectly in his arms when were cuddling. As far as the nervous habits [which i think they are], maybe he just needs time to get comfortable? One of my friends said the guy shes dating would do silly [immauture] things when they started dating. But, after awhile they slowy went away. So maybe he just needs time. Which am very willing to give . However, id love to hear other opinions so feel free too leave them
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