conclusion
[A] Am at the point in my life where am looking for an relationship. Even though i know its just fun & games. Even though i wouldn't persue it any further because i feel id be just settling. Deep down inside, i want everything that comes with an relationship [ once a month holding hands, cuddling etc] but just not with him.
[B] I have not had sex yet & will not untill am completely ready. Sure, the fact that am 21 & a virgin embarasses me a little. However, not enough to let other people opinions pressure me to do something am not completely ready to do. How could it be simple just a booty call when their no sex involved?
Those two reasons are why i think this is bothering me when it shouldn't.
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