჻ೋ჻ RYC: I don't feel like the bigger person though, I feel like the loser in this. She got to get married and have the happily ever after. I got to suffer again and again because of what happened to me. I know it sounds awful, but part of me hopes it's not the white picked fence and it's not the truly happy marriage. I know that's mean, but I do. ჻ೋ჻