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04/20/2010

you can knock my lights out, but I'll still shine

So driving home from work last night, the song that I dedicated to Anthony when he died came on, and I started crying.

I responded to Jinx's text saying 'the song I dedicated to Anthony is on..."

and he said "oh no.. :(" and I went off and completely vented.

"I shouldn't have listened to Jared, I should have hugged him and said hi when I last saw him alive"

"Don't beat yourself up, biffle."

"Why, why him.. he was such a huge part of my life."
"I understand.."

"I'm sorry, I'll stop,"
"No, it's good to vent bby."

"Don't ever leave me.. :("
"I won't"

"Promise?"
"I swear."
"Idk what I would do... for real"
"I know bby, idk what I would do if I ever lost you too."

then I sent him the song he dedicated to me a while back.
"Best Friend" by Tim McGraw.

and he went ''/slow dances with biffle"

made me smile :]

anyway, I'm at work. Til 5, then I figured I'd go to the gym.

Shannah came up here and told me she thinks Jed is flirting with me.
I DOUBT IT.
She said he always comes up and flirts, and I'm like "no, he's not flirting"

it would be way creepy if he did.
Because this is the guy who went into my car. >_>

and btw. Jess did NOTHING about it.
Didn't even fucking talk to him about it. That pissed me off. That she did absolutely nothing about what I had told her. Fucking bitch.

anyway, I'mma go.
♥

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