AHAHA
So i finally decided to take a step into dealing with my anxiety. it was getting out of control. the irritability, racing heartbeat whenever i would think of what could go wrong in every-little-situation, the sick queezy feeling that i get out of nowhere, and constantly thinking that patrick was doing shit behind my back..
SO! i've started taking a hops-valerian combo vitamin that (so far) is working quite well. and when i do get anxious about something, the side effects are at least cut in half, so im really relaxed and have been sooo chill about everything.
sorry i haven't updated in FOREVER! (well, it seems that way). i fugured that coming back and trying to write everyday would be good for me..
nothing else has been new besides my mom gave me her old couch, well, love seat (but it's still in mint condition) ... so since the weather has been pretty warm we moved the futon into the bedroom so we have a bedroom now lol.
O, and i have a rat. i will post a picture of all my babies in the next entry later tonight probably. well, gotta go eat my nummy din din lol
kthxbai
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