When i was 2 my father left my mother, too much fighting or what not. I didn't know much at that age so can't tell you very much. But when i was about 11 years old he came back. I went to stay with him and his wife and kids for awhile and he asked me to move in. I denied him cause im so use to being with my mother i didn't want to let her go. After i denied him, he never spoke to me again. I guess it was just that stage in life where you don't care. At least i thought. So now im 22 years old and he calls out of the blue, happy as can be. I was in shock for the longest time but now i feel like a burden has been lifted and i feel a hell of a lot better. we talked for hours and hours trying to catch up the last 9 years he has missed. But i guess the only reason why he couldn't contact me is my step mother was not telling him that i was searching for him, and trying to get contact shes betrayed me and lied. I always asked her have you heard from my father she says NO. Then i talked to my aunt that said he was living with her so i called her and asked her and she still denied he was there but i have " That feeling " he was. So i asked him last night you have been there awhile he said yes i have. I was so HeArTbRoKeN that should could lie about something that deep? I told her today our relationship is no more. I hate you. But im happy now that hes back in my life. Life is starting to come together slowly but surely.
I hope that he stays in it and things keep running smoothly one day at a time right? |
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